okay figured it was time for my first june update. lol. this is getting tiresome isn't it?

so. switched rotations a couple of weeks ago. it's been...okay. i find myself gravitating towards my old rotation though. wtf. i was itching to get out of there and now i don't wanna leave? i think it's more to do with me being used to the "old homiez" wtf, and not all that familiar with the ways of the new peeps. wtf. yeah i am down like that. lol okay i guess if i was gonna be honest there's another reason why i am still sticking to the old rotation ....

i dunno what's been up with me these past couple of days. maybe it's the new work environment that is slightly frustrating me. the work is okay..i really want to do this work i was given but fuck me it's hard. i think it's a partial mental block, a partial lack of experience-i just don't have a clue how to do this shit. ... oh wells.

today was a surprisingly good day. partly because i was in a total cbf mood and went out for lunch for 1.5 hours. then couldn't take it anymore and organised impromptu LETS GO TO DRINKS GUYS at 4 lol. it was fun. and much needed.

jeez. 3 whole paragraphs on work. it does take up the majority of my time i guess.

well i guess the next most exciting thing is seeing someone i hadn't seen in... god...2 years? 3? i don't remember. it was a bit weird. i dunno, i am unforgiving like that. did he expect me to welcome him with open arms? no, that wasn't going to happen. but hey i got lots of good food out of it so meh all is good. when i first meet people i give them the benefit of the doubt and with that my trust. but more often than not things don't work out and after that...well.... it's hard to gain that respect and trust i gave the first time.

god there was something else i wanted to talk about but i don't remember anymore! am i getting too old for this crap.

oh yes. i remember now lol. random catchup with some people...oh..a while ago now. you know i didn't know what to expect because, well, we were going to someone's house - this guy i did not talk to all through high school... so no idea what was going to happen. but it turned into such a good night. what was worrying though is that i had apparently agreed to this so-called plan but i had no recollection of it whatsoever. O_O how is this happening. but i digress. point is, people do surprise me, sometimes. pleasantly.

like how there's this guy at work (yes i know work again sigh) - but the point is i was very "..." about him when i first met him. like.... yeah. not a highly positive first impression. but then he surprised me when my whole team left me alone wtf to go to this team meeting thing that i didn't know about.. he was the one who came and got me. surprise 1. he then got me a plate so i could get food. surprise 2. then he came over and talked. surprise 3. all of which are positive. first impressions aren't always accurate i guess? i am open to revising my impression of him...

yeah ok i think that suffices for a june update yeah? :D